I Need to Blog.

I need to blog. Not because I haven't done it for a long time, but because I feel I NEED to. I don't have anything specific to talk about, but lots of little things. My friend did it not so long ago...a sort of meta blog of everything going on, and I feel like I just need to let a few things out, even if it isn't new or surprising. It'll be therapeutic. One can always hope.

I can't sleep lately. I just lay there, or worse, don't want to go to bed, even though I am exhausted. I got my diploma (finally!) last week, I felt good about that for some reason. This week has NOT been a good week at work and I might not make it to April...I just can't take it some days anymore. I feel like my soul is draining by the second, which is dramatic, but it is something terrible. There are a lot of weddings this summer. Every weekend I, or one of my friends, is at a wedding. Why is everyone getting married? Not that I disapprove, but why THIS year? I've found out I can't be everywhere at once, as much as I might want to be. Not much stresses me out, but personal relationships certainly do. We all know I can be peer-pressured into doing just about anything fun. I still do like getting to know people, even though I thought I didn't anymore. It's weird, but cool, having friends all over the world. I guess that is something to get used to. The internet has really changed it in a way that makes it seem like they are really close, but then really far away, all at the same time. I need a haircut. The Twins have been frustrating the hell out of my this season. Every time they seem to put something together, they blow it all up literally the next day. When did things become complicated? One of my biggest pet-peeves is people who are bad at e-mail. I hesitate to write anything too personal in this blog because I have absolutely no idea who reads it. I think I need two blogs, but I'm not really sure I have enough to fill another one. Disney is looking for traditional, 2-D animators starting this fall. I'm really tempted to work on a portfolio and give it a shot. See if I can make that semester of art school worth something! I have no idea what I want to do anymore, and that is a little exciting, but a little nerve-wracking at the same time. I could literally be doing anything in April. I'm going on a booze cruise on Sunday. I plan on quoting "The Office" as much as possible. Speaking of "The Office" I think I need to have a season premiere party when the new season starts. I've discovered that most of life is about the people you surround yourself with. It looks like I am going to India in February if I stick around this job long enough. I've got more, but that's it for now. Wow. That does help.

That is one long paragraph.

Peace out.

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